I was disappointed!
But strangely the disappointment vaporized into thin air very soon. For past weeks I prayed for His perfect will to be enthroned as I relinquished my selfish wants, only holding on to the truth that if He had graciously provided the lamb at Mt Moriah to Abraham, will He not be my Jehovah Jireh, my Provider!
If only the seperation scheme was granted, I had an endless list of "I could". I could do this, I could afford that, I could settle this, I could offer that, I could plan this, I could have that, I could give this.... I could... I could... But out of no-where this came to my list , I could strip Him of the glory due to Him in providing for all my needs.
Ew! Pretty awful. How could I! How dare I!
And so, chin up! My God will supply all my needs according to His riches in Glory in Christ Jesus. Amen.
But strangely the disappointment vaporized into thin air very soon. For past weeks I prayed for His perfect will to be enthroned as I relinquished my selfish wants, only holding on to the truth that if He had graciously provided the lamb at Mt Moriah to Abraham, will He not be my Jehovah Jireh, my Provider!
If only the seperation scheme was granted, I had an endless list of "I could". I could do this, I could afford that, I could settle this, I could offer that, I could plan this, I could have that, I could give this.... I could... I could... But out of no-where this came to my list , I could strip Him of the glory due to Him in providing for all my needs.
Ew! Pretty awful. How could I! How dare I!
And so, chin up! My God will supply all my needs according to His riches in Glory in Christ Jesus. Amen.
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